winkgirl4's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- You looking mighty good in that skirt, lady Yesterday, not unlike most days (except today) I dressed professionally for my professional job. But, unlike many of the months past, I am now able to sport some of the shorter skirts (due to my current weight loss). Yesterday was one such day. I wore a nice, black business skirt- an inch or so above the knee- and a long sleeve, silk blouse. The black, patent high heels touched off the skirt just so and I wore my hair up. Due to my ever-failing eye sight, my glasses accentuated the ensemble. I was rather pleased to hear, while walking out of the conference room that morning, one of our engineers say, , �Hey, she is looking really good.� (Hey, Dave, thanks. I�m feeling really good and that just made me feel a whole lot better. Thank you, sincerely.) Not long after that (I have to assume it was the glasses) one of our rough and tumble production workers came in and said, �You look really�uh� smart, today.� I took this as a compliment. Though, after he left, the QA Assessor with whom I was conferring assessed that he probably meant that I looked �well put together,� and furthered that that is how she would describe my look. Again, thanks. Thanks all around. I didn�t really try that hard on the outfit that morning. In fact, I kind of just rushed through it as Justin was still feeling ill and I was more concerned with attending to him. So, in truth, I just picked something basic black and white and went with it. My hair was even farther gone. Anyone who knows me knows that I have a thick mane of curly hair and the more I try to mess with it in the morning the bigger and frizzier it gets. So, after three attempts to make something work, I just threw it into a loose braid and tucked it under with a nice clip and made the most of it. I would have gone for something else but I just couldn�t be bothered, honestly. The day progresses and I�ve had a heaping helping of feel good so I was feeling, well� GOOD. And then I step into my last meeting of the day- a supplemental insurance meeting that some of our other production team members were also attending. We listened to the snake oil salesmen try to convince us that we really needed the cancer and intensive care coverage and that it�s the �you never knows� that will get you in the end, every time, and then we leave. As we are walking back to our perspective locations one of the workers with whom I have a closer relationship than some of the others asks, �So what porno are you going to be in, tonight?� �Huh?� I have to admit I was a little taken aback. This kid is young and funny and bright and is usually the most polite of his group. I expect each time we talk for him to answer with the affirmative or negatives of �Yes, Ma�am� and �No, Ma�am� and always the welcomed, �Thank you.� So, believe me, there was plenty of reason for me to be taken aback about, I assure you. His face blushes and he smiles wide. �It�s just that,� he continues, � if you don�t mind my saying so, I mean, any time I have ever seen a porn that had either a teacher or a secretary in it, that�s how they were dressed and you look like you are going to have some pretty heavy sex tonight.� To be quite honest, I was a little more hesitant on the �thank you� for that one. I certainly wasn�t being modest by wearing such a short skirt or the delicate blouse but, in my haste for dressing that morning, I definitely wasn�t intending to dress �slutty�. In the end, I guess it�s all about the perspective. I do feel good about the way I look. I feel even better about the way I feel and I think that�s what is more attractive. I think I have a little more confidence these days, and while I can attribute some of that to the weight loss I attribute more of it to my ability to sleep along without fear and the ability to get what I want and what I need and not expect someone else to make that happen for me. I feel good about my life. Maybe he�s right. Maybe I am ready for some really HOT SEX!!! 1:25 p.m. - November 10, 2005 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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